So I know I don’t blog here often, I am 99% over on the Medical Mistress side of My life, however I have some news that I feel I ought to share, if for no other reason than out of respect to a new (of a fashion) man in My life, and when I say in My life yes in My life, I love him! Something personal at last I hear you say!
As you can see he carries My ink, and below you’ll see My former #1 who you all mostly have known to be My life partner does! Ink I do not take lightly and only a special few carry it, a little like names really, in life I name the things I love, cars, My Boyz etc…
Ok so lets deal with #1 first, we are still very much together, 30 years now, he is to Me My soulmate and My rock, ever dependable, recognises My wants and more importantly My needs with no need for Me to even speak such is the closeness of our relationship, I love the very bones of the man, however I have never been faithful to him, he is as well as My great love, My belonging and My cuckold, publicly he has always been know as #1 behind closed doors I have always used his pet name Stubbz, it has meaning to us and it is his forever name, we have always and still do maintain the 24/7 dynamic behind closed doors and he addresses me as Ma’am. As I now introduce a new man into My life 24/7 I have taken the title #1 from him, as is My right! the two of them together I refer to as My Boyz, My Boyz are equals and do not compete, both are committed to enhance My life, Physically, emotionally, sexually and of course financially, I will not tolerate competition from them, I treat them equally and they in turn worship Me! No doubt I will be unfaithful to both, they understand My needs and the fact that I always return home.
The new man in My life I have named Emenac, read it backwards and it may bring you a smile, I first met him some 15 years or so back as a client, for the first few years he didn’t session with just Me but saw several Mistresses, I always liked him and as time went on I did what all professional dominatrix’s do I pushed and expanded his boundaries and trained him to play at My level, increasing his tolerances and his scope of play. It would seem that was the right thing to do as along the way he in his own way became faithful to Me in his kink life, I became his Mistress and whilst I never restricted him, he chose to see Me 99% of the time and on rare occasions if he was travelling with work he might see another, he always returned to Me.
Time went on, Hey! 15 ish years is a long time, we became really good friends, I attended his wedding, friends, nothing more, I would be telling lies if it hadn’t crossed My mind to take him but I managed not to, to play the long game with the belief that if it was meant to be then it would be, and in a very short period of time with zero input from Me and My womanly wiles he parted company with his wife, by now I knew I wished to make him Mine, we started to spend more time together talk more, flirt a little though he is a man so that may of been too subtle for him but had the effect I wanted anyway, he intimated he’d never been collared and branded and he may like that with Me, I wasn’t over interested in that if honest, it mostly means very little, not always of course, and I had developed deep feelings for him, I was, if I was going to take him on, be all in! or not in at all.….I knew I wanted him. All in was the way for Me! So I have taken him as Mine!
Emotionally painful times for Stubbz as I told him what I wanted, told him I loved another, I hurt him, I know I did, I live this lifestyle 24/7 365 so seeing his hurt, his turmoil turned Me on, I enjoyed it, I wallowed in it, I made many demands from within it, I loved it! a real power trip and ultimately I knew as always he would say yes to Me, always I come first with him and he didn’t let Me down, he has never let Me down, such a strong man, he accepts My wants, My needs and My love for another and all is good between us and all is good between the three of us. Most importantly I am happier than I have ever been before. I feel complete!
So back to Emenac, after much discussion, many dinners and time spent as a triple rather than just as a couple we have all moved in together, A new house, a new home, a new beginning, I tell those close to Me I am no longer a part of a couple but a triple. My life is amazing and I am enjoying it, as the saying goes, I am the cat that got the cream, I love them both very much and whilst they are both the same, as in they are both in vanilla life very Alpha, they are both in our life very much Beta to Me and both very different within their relationship with Me. I enjoy them both, I am proud of them both and I love them both….
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